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Another day is not really guaranteed

on strength

lost

about a boy

Hold me close, the sky is breaking

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I'm not strong. Other people are strong, but not me.

In the past I've managed to hang on in the face of adversity, to survive, because that's all I can do. My fighting has been a fight to scrape through, not to conquer.

But now I'm so tired of fighting. I'm so tired of struggling, feeling trapped and alone while watching other people get opportunities handed to them on a silver platter. I just don't know what to do, where to go, how to react. This is all unfamiliar territory.

So I hide.

It doesn't help and it doesn't really make me feel better, but it's all I know how to do.

Then || Now