It's not even there...

shit has gone down

5:02 am 07.27.03

Some shit has gone down this past weekend, but I'm not going to post about it until I figure out the outcome. Really, it was all just a misunderstanding between myself and Bryn that has gone unresolved until now, and hopefully it will be straightened out soon.

I've become interested in a lot of strange things lately. Mostly sex-related things... I suppose I'm tired of being self-repressed. I've also been trying to eat well lately and I've been walking home from work (it takes an hour) a few times a week... I'm trying to change despite not being exactly sure how to do it. Physically, anyway, I think my mental change is already underway and is going pretty well.

Speaking of which, I haven't been on my medication all week. BJ, Bryn and I went to BJ's hometown last weekend and I left it in his house (BJ told me he put the meds in my bag... not true). These past few days have been a little nerve wracking and it really shows me how much it helps to see how I feel when I'm not on it.

My first Math midterm was on Thursday and I don't think I did too horribly. We'll find out on Tuesday, I think, and I'll be sure to let you all know.

Yesterday I got the Charlie's Angels: Full Throttle soundtrack from the Virgin Megastore. I enjoyed that movie, and I enjoy the soundtrack... it's a pretty ecclectic mix of music, which I love.

Why is there never any kind of finality to my journal entries?

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